Oshjex

Hello Heart. Hello my fellow friend. Hello my enemy. Hello my grief. Hello my loss. It's nice to know you care. It's nice to feel what you feel. It's nice to know that you're the one that's hurting me. It's nice to blame something for my pain. Are we allowed to love? Can we love without agony? Why should I feel ashamed for loving someone? Why is it my fault that I love her? Tell me heart. Tell me why things are so hard for me. Tell me why she can't be mine. Make me understand what I did to deserve my turmoil. Hurt me again, make me feel your favorite disease.

Did it ever occur to you that you amaze me? Did it ever occur to you that I could spend all day in your eyes? Love is a beautiful nightmare. Did it ever occur to you that I love you more than he ever could? Did it ever occur to you that it kills me to see you like this? We love those that do not love us back. Did it ever occur to you that it kills me when he touches you like that? Did it ever occur to you that everyday I wish I was him? I'll watch from afar as he claims his prize. I'll watch from afar as he takes my place. I'll watch from afar as he earns your trust. I'll watch from afar and hold you in my dreams. Did it ever occur to you t